Thursday, December 30, 2010

My 2010 summary ♥

我突然想提早總結我今年發生的事與物。說真的,我對2010年,真得又愛又恨!

今年,我已畢業了!這是我渴望已久的,我想,不只是我吧?但是我知道有許多畢業生都會很想回去學校上課,會很懷念中學生涯。但是我告訴你,我沒有。我也不知道爲什麽,我一點也沒有想過說“哇,回想以前中學多好啊!” 記得有一位,曾經留言我說,“等你畢業后,你就會知道中學生涯有多好,你一定會很想回去上課” (大概是醬子啦)
對不起這位先生,我沒有。因為我心裡會一直想說,在學校不是一直很想畢業嘛?要自由嗎?染頭髮扮美美嗎?現在可以了阿!畢業了就畢業了嘛,幹嗎要回頭看,人總是要向前看吧!不是嗎?
(以上純屬個人意見)

後來就到雲頂去打工,在賭場做荷官。別以為這份工是很容易,其實我覺得蠻辛苦的。我覺得啦!因為數學要好嘛,一向以來,數學超級爛的,也很討厭數學。但是爲了做這份工,我盡然晨早八早爬起床,背乘法表!(你們以為是背12一下?錯了。我們是背 8,17, 35 的乘法表。你以為前數是1至12?錯了,是1至20!)對我來說是很難,而且trainer給的test,我都答錯!差勁...很多次我就想放棄,但是到最後,就算我被customer 罵到我哭,我都熬了1個月多。

進入3月尾,其實當天,我是要去當兵,但是沒收到NS的信,所以我堅持不上巴士!結果想了一整晚,我還是決定要去了!(因為我怕坐牢,我怕罰款,我怕去掃街...)當我要出發的那一刻,突然殺出一個postman來,是給NS的letter我的,就算我不打算去,我還是得去。認命吧...其實,我有想過,我那麼遲去,會不會被人boycott?會不會因為我不大會社交,然後被人打?因為不認識我的人,都會說我很串(也許我看監獄風雲太多)幸好,進去了,個個都很友善。告訴你們哦,我沒有哭哦!哈哈 =) 不過說真的,裏面的朋友,相處久了,有些人真的交不過,也有些人,我是很討厭的。記得有個雙面人,哇...比我還要厲害幾千倍,我要寫個“服”字給她。Anyway, 過去了,我也把她在Facebook friend list delete了。當然,有幾個friends,我還是很想念他們。每一次的NS Gathering 都太遠了,真的沒辦法去到。能不能在Perak gathering吖拜託...>.<

After NS,我也誤打誤撞的進了中六。因為追不上,也沒興趣,每次都做功課做到哭。So then I drop it! 然後也玩了整一個月,開始了我的學院生活。其實一開始,真的很開心的。我很愛我的同學,我的功課。直到考完試,我還是很積極的!可是因為一些事,真的很令我不開心。放心吧朋友,我不會退學,我愛你們!

說到朋友,到現在,能走進我心裡的,五隻手指都有剩幾隻。朋友我多到連外國都有,但是能談心的呢?有多少個?我現在長大了,我看得清楚誰是我的best friend,而誰,只是過客,只是普通吹水的friends! Anyway, just wanna say thanks to you guys once appeared in my life!

我的家人,對不起,也謝謝你們。其他肉麻話,我不說了。I just wanna make a wish...我希望我媽咪的情緒會稍微好一些,我家人會和氣一些。當然,要闔家安康 =)

我的老公,erm...我突然很想這樣稱呼他 =) 今年我們發生了很多事,個人覺得還蠻大件事的說。去年我在雲頂書局看了一本星座書,是說今年的運程。看了我的愛情運,是說,我和我的另一半會面臨分手,還記得,應該是說的蠻嚴重的。我個人是蠻相信星座,而不至於迷信拉!其實我的人是滿衝動的(其實應該是我老公-他的白羊座,比較衝動吧?但是我覺得我比他還要衝動幾百倍的)所以,我常會提醒他說,不要放棄我,因為我知道我很愛你。這句話,在兩三年前,我把它給寫在一顆石頭上送了給他。同樣的話,我也再提醒他。
今年,我們一起度過了我們的4周年。我覺得和往年不一樣,很特別。而且我們還一起同住,真的很開心。It's so sweet...! I really! really! really wish that, 我家人會儘快接受你。老公,我們一起加油吧!
很想說,謝謝你!我還記得你的包容,你的愛護,這一切一切我真的很感動。老公,我愛你
那些有意無意重傷他的人,謝謝你,因為你讓我們的愛情更堅定,讓我們相信我們的愛情。奉勸你們,會有報應的喔 =)

我想許個小小願望...
我希望我能過的比今年好 =)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Christmas Peace

Belated Merry Christmas! I've a silent and peace X'mas this year and honestly, it's quiet bored.
Okie, let's straight to my X'mas Eve!

I went to Kuala-la-la Lumpur with Satrine by bus in the morning. I really hate sitting on the bus and I worried bout the bus after I saw too many bout the accidents. Okie, it's useless if I worried too much. So, just relax babe and I reach there safely. Thanks God.

After that my hubby boy and Charles came and fetched me at Shah Alam. Idk why my heart was beating fast when I saw him, I'm like first time to meet him and fall in love to him, what the hell of me, haha!

We went Wai Chun's house at Kepong then. resting there and watching a movie. After bath and make up, hang to Port Dickson!
We had dinner there, but it's not so good I think.
Port Dickson here!
We having some snacks and chatting there. Of course we shotting there!
I'm like so weird here!
actually I'm talking...then...CHACK! shoot this! ==
I'm fat...oh my god!

Here is what my hubby boy gave me as a X'mas present...
Elianto premium nail colour set and a bag that bought from the website.
I love its! Thank you hubby, ILY

Of course, I made a X'mas card for him, and a chocolate plus a cutie little dear which you press it will said "I LOVE YOU".
I've a silent and peace X'mas Eve that is different as last few years.
Yet, I am so regret b'cox there had been some unhappy things. Anyways, I love my X'mas Eve that I together with my boy.

Dear my babe Roxz, I'll change, b'coz I You.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

=(

有些東西我覺得很好笑吔 請你們搞不清楚狀況 就不要做出批評 (我是指某些人)
我沒有反駁 但不要以為你說得對
書 我決定我會繼續讀下去
如果 I means IF, 再發生這樣的事情 我會退學 我不想再承受這樣的壓力
我只能說 是家裡的關係 更深入的 我也不敢說 我覺得很丑
我真的很喜歡我的學院 我真的很愛我的同學 我很用功讀書 我也只想一心一意去讀
可是 這種壓力 如果你們是我 我想你們會瘋掉
我明白的是 付出X等於回報

我知道我不一定是對完的哪一個
求“你” 我真的求求“你” 不要再罵我了
我很無助 我只會做的是 哭

我很無奈
I'm so confuse...

Monday, December 20, 2010

Kissing You

We love photo shooting

我已经买了DSLR咧 由于缺货 所以明年才能拿货 好期待吔 我可以加入摄影团队啦 是我梦寐与求的 喀喀喀
为了这部相机 我浪费了多少眼泪和口水 去哀求 去得到 每一次的买相机的希望 一次又一次的泡汤 都搞到我很想哭
终于 皇天不负有心人 我得咗拉!

換掉了背景音樂 許多結婚MV都在用這首歌曲喔
Kissing You-Miranda Cosgrove
听着...有一種幸福的感覺 想起了我的他 呵呵
我好愛他這張的照片呢 so cuteee!

p/s: 今天又发生车祸了 长巴失事 27人死 10人伤 所以吖 驾车人士要小心咯 别再让悲剧发生

Friday, December 17, 2010

Funnies

hey dude! I'm feeling happy right now b'coz I own back my room! I can sleep at my room today! I miss my room which I didn't stay there for 1 month! hohoho...Congratz! XD

Just now followed my babe boy to his relatives' house for dinner, his mum went along too! There have been lot of funny things bout his dad, make me can't stop laughing man! Okay...let's talk bout it. When we're waiting for my hubby's dad coming to his relatives' home, we guys knew his dad got a bit drunk already b'cox he just finished another dinner there. His dad reached then. When he came, he said HELLO to some aunty there, then he sit down. After a while, he ask his wife " who is that aunty?" Oh my goodness...! He just said hello to that aunty 1 minutes ago, then he was like dun recognize her, I really can't stop laughing bout this! hahaha!
Okay...let's go through. My hubby was sitting beside me, and his body size quiet big you know? Idk why his dad can ask his wife" Where is Ah Hoe?" I thought I heard wrongly at the beginning...b'cox my fat hubby just sitting beside me and infront him! Then he kept asking. I laughed again! haha! Okay, we guys know he was drunk...XD

Almost finish bout the magazine visited, just wanna send some photos to them then gao dim! Hmm, I think I'll having a bored holiday here...no plans, no friends here...It's really like a dead town here! Christmas is coming soon. Don't really know what the fucking plan I've. Helpless...

And...any nice place for photo shooting? Any suggestion? Thank You =)

Thursday, December 16, 2010

It's Holiday!

Thanks my baby boy. I love this shoot~

I already finished my exam last day! So that means I already finished my first semester, FYI.
Time flies...we guys said it's like so fast for this sem. okay...let's talk about my exam...
Mr.Chai, who is my lecturer already told us about our marks, I am glad that I get the highest mark on his subject! hohoho...! But for others subjects, Idk yet. And I got abit excited that Miss Chew didn't shoot me when am having presentation., luckily =) hmm, maybe I am still a lil junior so she didn't shoot me? and maybe this is my first time? perhaps! Anyways, now I am relaxing and enjoying my holidays! hohoho...!
And yea, I am waiting for some photos that took by presentation day and we're having fun at Restaurant Yao Yat Seng, all of that in my friends's DSLR, I really cant waiting for it, I want those photos!

But...it's not good for me that I am back my hometown, and I got no place to sleep! I just can say nothing and...I am sleeping at living room NOW! who wanna take me...just for 2 weeks, please...T.T

Last week, I got a message which asked me for magazine visited. I got a bit surprised and I agreed to her request, but I haven reply her e-mail about some questions.
I'm looking forward for the magazine...

Lastly, for my babe boy, thank you for the handbag that you gave me as a X'mas present, thank you for all you've done for me.
Dear my hubby Roxz, ILY

Friday, December 10, 2010

somthin worst from mii

什麽事喔現在 是不是一個兩個都要跟我作對 要這個這個沒有 越想得到的越飛走 什麽包包 什麽DSLR 什麽好東西都沒我份 一個兩個說就容易厚 做咧? 又是另一套 我真的很不明白我家是什麽狀況 一個兩個每天忙東忙西的 結果? 真不明白 真的很不明 也許有些東西我還沒想得通 okay tat's fine...我就上網去聽淨空法師的speech 我當時真的還以為自己是okay的 以為自己已經是out of mind 後來才發覺我還是差一點點 我做不到

錢 真的不是好東西 什麽都是要錢 家裡忙東忙西都是爲了錢 但是到最後我的DSLR都是泡湯 我只能冷笑 我很無言 我那麼用工去讀書 那麼用心去讀書 我換來什麽 每一次電話打來就是講一句 “做么每天到處去” “做么亂花錢” “我們供你讀書很辛苦,你自己好好把握” 有些東西我好像解釋了一萬遍 都好像解釋不了 我 黃舜儀 沒有到處去玩 去逛 去浦 我下課一回家就是做功課 直到晚上 有時甚至半夜 我才會沖凉 有時連東西都沒有吃 我每天吃lunch 都沒有叫set 沒有叫水 我都是喝自己帶的水 我沒有亂花錢 okay 在怡保 購物商店里都是琳琅滿目的 很多東西我都很喜歡 而我 也只是偶爾用省下的錢 選些自己最喜歡的東西 才買下那麼的一樣 我真的很敢告訴你們 我真的是有努力讀書的 我也很努力省錢 你們懂嗎? 我不知道你們賺錢很辛苦嗎? 不要每天都以為我不會想好不好 我19歲都來了! 你們每一次的誤會都讓我很心痛 我很坦白的說 我有幾次因為你們這幾句話 我真的哭了 我付出的 得到的是什麽 那個已經是其次 但是你們對我的不信任 do you know what my feeling? 我是你們的女兒來的...

有時候我真的很期待我的未來是怎樣的 我真的很不想什麽都為錢 為錢 為錢煩 我覺得很傻 但是卻擺脫不了 啊 神啊 救救我吧 淨空法師說 如果你要錢 你去打劫 你成功得到錢了 那就是你命裡有 如果你去打劫 錢也得不到 結果還不幸被警察捉 那就是你命裡沒有 有些東西不需要去強求 你命裡有 自然而然就回有 命裡沒有 無論做什麽 都是沒有

我很想趕快消化淨空法師的話 “錢 不是好東西”

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

熬夜

這是熬夜讀書時候 請原諒我的自戀 這也是我染髮后囖 嗯 這個顏色我不滿意 因為不上色 沒關係 新年前我會再染 我一定要把我頭髮變褐色

最近都在忙著考試 還有幫DSLR做些research 因為下個Sem就要開始學攝影了 這是我夢寐以求的 不止喔 還會肖人像呢 真的好期待 雖然我知道功課會堆積如山 但是我會堅持到底
可是呢 最近不怎麼睡得好 我也不懂爲什麽 )=

自從來了怡保后 我發覺我平均都會到Parade逛一次 哈 那是因為lunch time 吃完后就到處逛 但是只能看 不能買 因為沒錢嘛 )= 但是也為新年做了research 呵呵呵

明天因為一些事 要把自己扮得漂亮一些 所以呢 我要去睡覺啦
晚安 =)

Sunday, December 5, 2010

it change mua mind

有時候覺得自己好好笑 我的感情生活很矛盾 好的時候就糖癡豆 吵得時候就很兇 看到某某人的部落格 當時真的醒了 才知道自己是多么的扯 多么的囧 而自己是多么的沒立場 沒堅持 耳朵軟 真的有點憎我自己 okay 過去了 我要好好學習 那些文字統統都out of say out of mind 不要想 我沒看過 這樣自己就不會那麼的囧

給機會他 也給機會自己
愛情 不能作比較